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1:09 PM
16% alcohol
16% alcohol is a big no no for me for the time being. Hangover was terrible.
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12:28 AM
Afraid.. Very afraid
I'm currently doing some stuffs for my CATS presentation. And I'm really afraid of failing this whole darn blasted !#$)*$)$!@#$#~*(&%()%)$() module. Really scared to fail my second assessment. All I ask is to get the borderline pass for this second assessment. I don't mind getting a D for this module. As long as I can pass, I'm happy. The teacher has really made me fear him a lot and I really don't wish to stay back an extra semester just to complete my IS that has been pushed back. I hate CATS. Oh yeah. A Happy Lunar New Year for one and all.
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11:38 PM
Frustrated!
Man! I hate my Microbio presentation. We're fighting a losing battle. We're supposed to argue that the H5N1 virus(bird flu) cannot be passed to humans. And it's like.. There's no information/evidence that supports this statement. Searched and searched but yet, no results. Here's a perfect analogy of the situation. Topic: Argue that humans don't shit. The fact: Humans shit. And that's final. GRRRrrrr.....
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2:34 AM
Pissed off!
I'm so totally pissed at someone. I am freaking angry and freaking frustrated over what's going on now. Out of concern and welfare for other people, I get scolded for being bitchy. I can be bitchy if I want to. And if then, you say I'm bitchy, I'm fine with that. But if you were to scold me saying I'm bitchy when I'm actually trying to be concerned for others, I'll get pissed! ARGH. Go ahead and do what you think is right. All I can say is that what you're doing now, defeats the whole purpose of having the thing in the first place.
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11:51 PM
Surprise, surprise..
Just as I always walking out of school today, there was this girl in front of me that I never took noticed. And for some reason, she just turned around. There, stood the 2 of us, staring at each other in shock. In the middle of the road. She is... Serene Quah!!! My old time buddy. So happy to have just met her like that. Luck really have it for the both of us. And we talked as fast as we could, as long as our breaths could hold, during our conversation. Missed her darn much. And it's damn hard for the three of us (Me, Serene and Nicole) to meet up. We always have different schedules. Meeting her today was really by coincidence. So in the end, I followed her to West Mall and just followed her walk around while she was getting her stuffs. Catching up on lost conversation too. Went to get Johan concert tickets after I left Serene. Johan: Hey boy! I finally got your concert tickets. So stop bugging me le ok?The rain was pouring heavily but I managed to get home half wet. Finally done with my IPC report. Relieved. Heh. And now.. To catch up on my beauty sleep..
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11:00 PM
A clear day at last
Today, for once, it isn't raining. A clear weather. But still, it is rather cold enough in the morning. CATS weren't too bad today. Though he was a bit boring. He droned on and on about the administrative matters, nag nag nag. Farhanah was complaining he was long winded. I, on the other hand, was trying very hard to stay awake and must have fallen asleep so much so that May did a quick nudge on me. But nonetheless, there were funny anecdotes in his lesson today and I'm glad I won't be seeing him at least for another week or so. After school, went home to rest for awhile then went back to AES to collect some stuffs. I must say, I haven't been there for a long time. My juniors all looked so grown up. Especially the boys. Many of them I haven't seen for a long time. No more the small little kids that I saw them enter the band in sec 1. All fully grown matured sec 4s. And most of them getting handsome too. Sigh. And that, makes me feel like I've aged tremendously. Haha. And I just came back from a wake. My family is close to this family in church and his death took everyone by shock. He's really such a nice man but.. I guess when death knocks, one just has to go. But you can see that he's very well liked within the community because the amount of cars in church were abundant. It was just like a normal Sunday mass. Sigh. But this ever-giving and ever-humble uncle won't be around anymore.... Oh man. I wish my cough would just stop. I can't have a proper conversation without coughing my lungs out. And it is particularly unpleasant especially after food when you cough so much and you feel like puking after that.
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12:42 AM
The fear
Oh man. Tomorrow is Friday. Which means, there's CATS lesson to attend. And I'm seriously having fear for the teacher for this module. Really afraid of failing. Afraid of retaking CATS again next semester. I just dislike him darn bloody much. Hate the way he mark students down. Hate the way where his language just makes us feel inferior. In short, I hate him. And expected, I didn't do too well for my MB and IPC paper. 55/100 and 59/100 respectively. Horrid.
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11:32 PM
MST back
I just got back my MST paper.. 90/100. Quite satisfied. But I have doubts about the other papers I'm getting back.. Hope we get back IPC and MB papers tomorrow during tutorials....
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4:43 PM
Running a fever
How nice. Of all times to have a fever, I must have it just before my final common test paper. And my cough now has evolved into something more terrible. Practically dragging myself to study for tomorrow's paper. And things are not helping when one moment you're feeling hot, the next you're cold.
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1:14 AM
IPC over
Today's paper is darn darn screwed. I have easily threw away 30 essential marks. Every MCQ is worth 2 marks, 40 in total. So I can jolly well kiss those MCQs, which would help to pull up my grades, goodbye! I was stumped by many questions. But one question in particular really made feel like just stabbing myself. I was left with the last 1/2 hour and was trying to complete whatever questions that was left undone. Reading so many questions and writing nonsense, under that dim light, stuffy hall, my vision became blur. And thinking-wise, my brain was thinking faster than I could write and so, thinking became blur too. Dumb dumb me, got stumped by a question that I've already thought through and went to change the figures for that whole question when I actually got it correct. 5 MARKS!! 5 CRUCIAL MARKS!! OH man. I can really kiss my C grade goodbye. And imagine. It's a bloody 15% for the whole module. And I'm utterly stressed over CATS. Though we're not doing anything, basically there's nothing to do, I'm damn freaking afraid I'll fail CATS. It's like.. The teacher is capable of failing anyone and everyone. And he don't care a shit even if you bring it up to IS director. He's made students repeat before. Capable of anything. Everyday I'm living in a constant fear of failing it. And presentation is not far away. It's coming soon. Real soon. Sigh. Now, I'm having a darn itchy throat. Coughing every now and then. And my stomach hurts from all the coughing. And it's giving me a headache. Sigh......
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11:38 PM
MST over!
Yay. MST is over. Let's hope I can score the grades I want for this paper. IPC and Physio to go. Totally switched off already. No mood to study. As always.
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