The big day is finally here.... As expected, when I woke up this morning, I couldn't go back to slp. Was feeling jittery all morning. Shivering.... Damn afraid and nervous....

Before entering sch, went to meet serene and nicole... was so damn anxious... principal talked crap and so much rubbish... and finally!!! time to receive results. We were given the yr bk, ITE bklet and JAE bklet with the results slip faced down on top of the stack of things we received.... When it was my turn... I was so damn nervous. Hands were trembling when I was signing the class list.

Then, I wanted to open my results in a corner.. away from everyone... But a whole gang of pple were following me, wanting to know my results.... Was cornered at the railings of the study area.... There, I started to tremble... Like mad... With everyone crowding ard, the pressure was greater. With a deep breath, I flipped over the results slip.

I took a quick glance at all my grades.... And felt my whole body becoming numb.. A tingling sensation surged thru my body. I lost all sense of touch... Felt my legs giving way... Hands were shaking like mad... Was grabbing Elliot's hands tighter and tighter as each second passed... I trembled and shook like i nvr did before. Even felt the tingling sensation all the way to my ears and head... My mind was blank... Couldn't count how many points I had... And Samuel helped me count.... While waiting for him to count, I just felt so shaky. Could barely support myself. Just trembling, trembling, trembling....

"14....." I felt a surge of relief. Was so damn happy... Got what I almost expected... The numbness was still in me... Slowly disappearing.... Jacinda and Sarah was helping me massage my fingers... Totally lost feelings there... Thank goodness for them... A huge relief... It's over...

English : B3
Combined Humanities : D7
Elementary Mathematics : A2
Additional Mathematics : A2
Physics : B4
Chemistry : B3
Biology : C6
Chinese : C6
CCA : A1

L1R5: 21 points
L1R4: 11 points
L1B4: 14 points

Sigh... And now, I dunno where to go....

If I go to....

JC: I'll probably die there.... Can't cope well, can't manage time well. CCA should not be a problem. Subject combination I'll probably end up taking the Arts de.... coz of my grades.. But I'll die doing Arts subject. Science is my cuppa tea... The PE there will kill me coz of my leg problem.
Possible JCs : PJC, CJC

Poly: Wanna do Biomedical Sciences but afraid i can't enter the faculty. Any Science subject would suffice.... As long as i can enter and can go Uni.... But Science is in high demand now... What happens if the cut off points are higher this yr? And I suay suay cannot enter? Sigh...
Possible Polys : NP, SP

The rest [ITE/CIs], won't even be interested in thinking....

Comments/Advice?