SCREWED: DAY 1
Paper: Social Studies 2190/01

ARH!!!! this morning was too tired to wake up... guess i muz slp early 2nite.. almost could not wake up and was behind schedule.... was taking longer then i shld this morning. wat's happening... things are so screwed since the break of dawn.. but there's more to come. sucky sia... got 2 sch.. so crowded.. no place 2 sit and study.. in the end, stand up and study.. but the thing is, nth gets into my head. so damn sickening de lor.. everyone all can study so hard except me.. wat's wrong wit me?!!!! 5 mins to exams and everyone is being ushered in2 the hall.. that's when the jitters comes in....

upon sitting, we're given the barcode label to paste on2 the ans bklet.... i pasted the barcode label slightly out of the paper and wanted to tear apart and repaste the thing... wrong move! i literally de-faced the whole barcode.. shit! there would b lots of probs wit the damaged barcode.. the studpid manufacturers also dunno how to improve the barcode de mehx? the ink ma chiam lyk powder liddat... all over my fingers.... basket.. first question of source base can't even do... skip.. nvm... second question.. do halfway, give up.... nvm.... do third and fourth question... ok la.. still can manage... source base... die already.. totally forgotten how to write an ss essay..... dunno how 2 start, write the things in btw and how 2 conclude.. so screwed... i'm gonna flunk it.. onli a miracle would get me out of this mess... arh!! i did manage to complete the essays though.. and quickly did my first question during the last 2 mins.. and... after the submission of the ans bklet, jessica asked me if i had completed all the questions. that's when i rmb i did not complete my second question.. SCREWED... n when we were dismissed, i was the first to walk out of the hall.. everyone is in happy mood.. everyone but me.. haix! n u think this is the end of it? no!

being so down, i was in a rather bad mood.. den was practically venting my anger on serene... hahz.. asked her if she wanted 2 go lunch wit me.. ya.. she agreed.. and damn.. my fone got screwed.. it could b switched on but stuck when they sae set ur time.. damn... so freakin pissed... arh.... went to haf mac's b'fast wit her.. supposed 2 go 2 mos and eat but dey haven't open yet.. n i practically was nagging my way bout everything n anything. serene bth... said she felt like smacking me... hahaz.... this was one of her "speech"....

"aiyoh... i really can't stand u lehx.. u so bitchy 2dae... if i dunno u hor, u early kana killed by me.. wait...i'll already b dead coz u'd bite my head off...."

hey.. was i that fearsome?? aniway, thanks gal for being there to 'ren' my frustrations...came hm and ZZzzzZZZ.. was supposed 2 practice on eng... oh wat the hell... could not even do anything... i took my eng file and started to read thru all the past wk and notes and wat ever i had... and... i was supposed 2 do the eng assessment... in preparation for tml...but bloody hell.. could not start... did 2 questions and gave it up.. ARH! so damn distracted wit SSO.. haha... juz now on channel 5, trendspotting wit V. Lo featured SSO.. 4 violinsts, 1 hornists and a harpist.. n i'm so distracted wit that after the show.. my mind is elsewhere.. on alot of things.. i haf a feeling i'm gonna retain...

if i'm feeling stressed due to overwork, i can stop studying.. but the thing is that i'm feelings stressed coz i can't study.. nth gets in... i felt like tearing up the ss paper 2dae... dun wanna take anymore papers... hell... if i bhave liddat 2dae for a humans paper[one of my worst subject]... wat happens if i screw up my sciences and maths paper?? i'm gonna swallow the heads of everyone ard me.....