pissed... i typed a hell lot of things for the past 4 days n nth gets posted... everything is erased... GRRRRRR......

Yesterdae, went back to sch for band... was kinda late but yeah.. things went pretty well lar.. i muz sae.. hope it improves...

after band, i went to town wit a fren... we practically walked all ard orchard road, round n round in circles.... from orchard, to far east, to cine, to heerens, to wheelock, to wisma, down down down, past PS, all the way to raffles, to esplanade.... and HOME!.... my feet aches.... n now, i'm walking with a limp.... it hurts... haha

2dae, got sam n mel came to my hse 2 do the band investiture things.. liewx.. kana suan big time.. haha... but even though we [me n mel] din do anything much, we're so tired... lol.. muz b thinking of all the sarcastic words n suaning... hah...

tml.. i'll b gg down to bendemeer sec for my horny solo.. hah... nervous seh..

Todae has been a tiring dae fer me... haha... morning, woke up at ard 7.45... but went back to bed till 8.15.. suppose to b in sch at 8.30... hah ... oh well.. does not matter.. not compulsory anyway... went to sch, re-stringed my horn... grr... so frustrating... damn difficult to thread through, align the triggers, blah blah blah..very pek chek le.... oh well... at least it's done.. hope it'll stay till as long as it can..

after that, the admin dept for investiture did the cards and stuff.. m me, i had to lug the lappy all over.. and a thick heavy book all over.. heavy lehx... we went to bpp de yoshinoya for lunch.. long time no eat le.. but if eat too much very blehx... anyway, after eating, we practically crapped in the shop bout past events... grossing out.. etc.. =X haha... den... we went to the nearby estate to play bball...

actually, i din really wanna play.. but dunno y hor.. i still ended up playing... har har... hey.. i scored once... it's kinda big deal fer me.. coz.. i'm not da sporty kinda person.. n bball is so so not my cuppa tea.. moreover, i suck at that game.. hah.. oh well.. got home, legs are all tired... and got blisters on both big toes coz i nvr wear the shoe properly while playing.. oh well..

n hey.. todae i received a horny solo... to b played sometime soon.. it's kinda fast and stuff.. kinda worried.. coz i'm playing it wit a choir... nervous... haha....

wahah .... 2dae i went out wit my frenx 2 town... had lunch at suntec... n i din noe that there was this new church there.... called Rock or smthing liddat... alot of pple lehx... it's the so called city harvest 2 as wat my frenx sae... haha... dunno true anot.. anyway, there was alot of pple.. from the tiny tots.. to the rich tais tais.. to the elderly... imagine that...

after lunch, went walk walk ard.. went esplanade... spent bout 2 hrs there searching for a book of scores... i took that bk last wk coz of a particular song... but den i zapped other songs in that book.. all except that... grrrr..... angry wit myself.. n now, i can't find that book anymore... haix....

after that, i went to my fren's hse 2 play mahjong.. hah.. my fingers very itchy.. long time no play ler.... n rite now, my fingers still itchy.. any body wanna got tiles n wanna play?!

arh... dae 1 after secondary sch life... there's like practically nth 2 do.. suddenly feel so wierd.... slacked ard the whole dae.... blar blar... went church.. dinner... desert.... haha... ate dinner till so full.. den suddenly, my dad sae go eat ice cream.. wahaha... damn full seh... anywayz, during dinner, johan called and ask if i wanna go perform in a winds competition.. m seriously considering... suggestions..?

tml is sundae... i keep having the feeling that i'm suppose to study... haha.. wierd huh... dunno lar... wonder how long i'll b feeling like that.....

SCREWED: DAY 9
Paper: Chemistry 5068/01 & 5068/02

Todae is the final paper... i din haf mood to study last nite... basically the tot of juz finishing the o levels is there... hah.. my dad brought hm the com that came back from repair.. he sent his office one for upgrading and will b permanently in the hse... so all together, we'll b having 2 desktops in the hse.. n my dad saes he gonna haf wireless.. kewl!

went to sch... rain... wat a drag... so nervous... felt lost.. but could not study.. in the end, went in to the hall for paper n screwed up the paper... lol... paper wasn't too bad.. still managable.. and.... IT'S OVER!!! WOOHOO!!!!

after the exams, went to the 30th NCO POP... whoa.. it's really fun seeing all the new ncos.. meeting the ncos from my batch blah blah blah... really felt so hyper.. like i nvr felt b4... hahah... felt so proud of sarah n samuel.. dun ask me y.. but yeah~ haha... juz felt like i'm back where i m a yr ago... after that, went out for dinner... was holding the mace... and walking ard... ooo.. everyone was looking... (yes, i love the attention..) haha.... well, it's over... o's are over... it's slacking time... nvr felt so relieved in my life before...

SCREWED: DAY 8
Paper: Additional Mathematics 4017/02

Blehx... my hand fone alarm din ring... it's screwed... luckily my mom woke me up.. otherwise, i'll b missing da papers... got to school.. n realised that a blood vessel in my eye had burst... so that's y when i wear contact lens, it feels irritated...

a maths paper was relatively ez lar.. din expect it to b of much lower standard.. though i haf screwed up certain questions... such as the relative velocity... wasn't expecting to score in that question anyway.. the str8 line graph is a breeze.. fill in the blanks, u get ur 7 marks.. whoa..

coming hm, i had bread.. enuff to last me till evening.. felt so full and bloated.. went for my organ class.. ha.. the teacher kns man.. i can teach better den her... tsk tsk... blehx.. tml chem.. my fav sub.. but somehow, i got no mood to study ler.. really wanna slack le... i guess alot of pple would feel the same way too.. but.. it's psychological.. blehx.. haha...

SCREWED: DAY 7
Paper: Elective Geography 2190/02
Physics 5152/01 & 5152/03

Blehx.... yesterdae i was supposed to be studying for 2 subjects todae... but i ended slacking n gg to town n stuffs.. haix.. was freaking out last nite... trying to cramp as much geog as i can into muh brainx.... haix.. but failed.. todae also tried to cheong as much as i can... but sigh... woke up wit a dratted headache... din feel like going to school... but do i haf a choice?! no!

geog paper was kinda tuff... forgotten all the points.. din haf enuff time to complete my work.. gone le... initially i tot my geog would b able to pull my SS up.. looks like the tables haf been turned... blehx...

den phy paper.. paper 1 still ok lar.. paper 2 kinda need to use ur brains to think... paper one got alot of forces.. so.. lots of calculations.. not that tuff.. but it depends on whether u got use the rite formulae anot.. i hope i did... otherwise, i'm so screwed... paper 2 got alot on theory base.. calculations oso haf... but not sure if i got calculate correctly anot.. haix... damn scared... was practically writing crap for the answers.. could not recall anything.... haix.. sadded...

last nite, i could not slp.. was thinking bout the results... wat happens if i din get wat i want? wat would i do? how would pple see me... etc... it's kinda horrible imagining the worst.... but i really hope that it won't come true... i scared that i think the papers are easy but then when the results are out, it's like shit... tt's wat happened for prelims.. arh.. hope history dun repeat itself...

blehx... last nite i slept damn late.. again.. or rather... early... after 5... hehe... 5 am that is... was supposed to wake up at 10.30 but woke up, went to my parent's rm n slept there... till 12.30.. blehx... nth to do except work n work... collected my fotos... alot seh... give until one big paper bag...

juz had tution.. now i'm again in the dilema if i shld go jc or poly... recommendations pple???

Sianx... 2dae is a typical sundae... blehx.. a nth-2-do sundae.. xcept to study for o levels la... blehx...

last nite was chatting to the all time hot chic serene... [yeah rite.. chic my ass...] hahaz.. yea lor.. she's so screwed man.. she forgotten that next wk we're having our o level papers.. she tot tt there's still another wk more to go... hehe.... she's freakin out now.. lol... oh well.. so m i.. i juz can't get any work done.. do until i wanna give up le... can't even solve a simple question.. haix... gonna screw physics... blehx...

sianx... this morning felt reluctant to wake up... but bo bian... supposed to study geog.. but ended up slacking the whole dae... took like the whole dae to juz complete a set of A maths paper... life sux... blehx.... basically, i slacked the whole dae.. .boringz.... Daphne is out.. as expected... sad to see them go... it's tuff.. but it's reality....

oh yeah~~ Cambridge screwed up the Bio paper... knew it.. when we read the Eye question....


Error discovered in O-level exam question
AN ERROR that slipped into a question in this year's GCE O-level Biology exam paper is being looked into by the exam-setters, who promise that no student will be disadvantaged because of it.

In the Biology Paper 2 - which several thousand students sat for on Wednesday - the accompanying graph for a four-part structured question was incorrectly drawn.
Two of the four parts to Question 2, carrying seven out of 11 marks, were affected.

A Ministry of Education spokesman, responding to queries from The Straits Times, said the paper was set by the University of Cambridge Local Examinations Syndicate (UCLES) - which has assured MOE that 'no candidate will be disadvantaged because of the error'.

The question centred on how the diameter of the pupil in the human eye varied in relation to its distance from a light source.

The graph showed the diameter of the pupil decreasing the farther away it was from the light source. This baffled students, who pointed out that the converse is true.

For full report, see Saturday's edition of Straits Times



Let's hope they will mention smthing bout it in tml's paper...

blehx... my fone is screwed... the time is screwed... i was suppose to wake up at 8.30 to prepare for music class later... but den, i onli awoke at 9.26... and lesson was at 9.30.... so late and rushed out of the hse... walk there also got problem... it's a typical market dae... everyone was blocking my way... grr..... finally i got thru... finished lessons, went to develop pics... den go hm...

sianx.. whole afternoon got nth to do... practically parked my butt in front of the lappy.... and played games.. sianx.. dun feel like studying.... *yawn*

next wk is my junior's nco camp le... thinking back, last yr, during this time, i was enjoying myself... *sigh*... now it's their turn to haf fun... if onli i could turn back time and relieve the moment... hahz.. not onli this, but many others.... but well... time has past.. and it's time to move on....

SCREWED: DAY 6
Paper: Biology 5093/01 & 5093/02

Last nite i slept damn late.... was on the fone wit edwin... till bout one plus... den the bitch, aka johan... till bout 2... den his mom told him to cut the line and go to bed... oh well... juz nice.. i finished eating my supper... den i went to bed...

this morning, i woke up.. supposed to wake up and continue studying... but end up, slacking the morning away.. till boout 11.. den started reading the guide bk... oh well.. can't study also muz stead... and my patience was wearing thin... i really can't stand alot of things in the hse.. i'm juz controlling it...grr... i left the hse in a fury... can't stand the nagging.... GRRR!

went sch... did a quick spot of revision for bio exam... k la.. paper 1 was still managable... weather was so gd for slping... but had to 'ren'.... n den came paper 2... wat a killer.. .was practically skipping page after page.. damn! they revised the whole syllabus.. lots of thinking questions... nvr seen b4 questions.. not even a tys- style question... it was so damn tuff.. no time to complete the paper also.. i screwed up my essay part... practically answered the question a different way... when i realised it, i din had much time to do... completed my section A den went back to ammend.. when i was ammending within the last 2 mins, my hand was shaking lyk mad... uncontrollably.. and my handwriting was really messy... arh... wat to do... too bad for the cambridge markers... blehx... when we came out of the hall.. everyone was so frustrated... even half an hr after the exams my frens were still complaining... it's really screwed... arh.. hope after moderation, it'll b much better... at least a B grade... haix....

after i came hm... oooo... more irritation...nag nag nag... grrr... i really cannot take it anymore.. one fine day i'll juz explode...

todae.. woke up early... last nite, the moment i touched my bed, i fell aslp till morning... it goes to show how tired i m.. drank coffee... ate lunch, went to sch, helped the clarinet juniors... after that, was supposed to either go home, or study in the band rm.. end up playing the clarinet.. hehe.. so diff 2 play... practically making lots of funny noises... so many pple were luffing at me.. but i luff along wit them.. hahaz... coz i keep tellling my juniors dun b afraid to make mistakes.. and juz play out.. so.. i'm doing that todae.. hehe... though abit pai seh making lots of sqeaks and pips.. hehe.. initially, i could not play any clarion notes.. after awhile... hey hey.. i could manage to play clarion notes... hahaz..oh well... heavy rain after that.. walked in the rain... scared of falling sick wit the flu bug ard [my sis,melinda and carol has it.. n these are pple i'm in contact wit].. o levels are here.. can't afford to fall sick... blehx... tml gort bio... dun feel lyk studying.. if i din take the practical exam, i would have skipped tml's paper... but wat to do.. bleargh...

SCREWED: DAY 5
Paper: Elementary Mathematics 4017/02

damn... last nite i slept so late.. this morning, could not wake up.. and i'm taking longer n longer to bathe, brush teeth, wear contact lens, etc... 2dae, i took more than 1/2 hr... hm.... my grandma overslept.. so, there wan't any coffee... oh well...

came to sch...overall, the paper was ez.... juz that i was confused by the significant numbers..duno if i shld use the round off ans or the non-exact ans... haix... bound to haf alot of marks kana taken away.. and there goes my chance of scoring an A1 for my maths... damn scared... my onli confident A1 now has gone down the drain... *sigh*...

after that, went out studynig wit johan.. he arh.. can't concentrate.. keep on playing games.. hahaz... in btw, i play wit him juz to humour him.. so damn slpy also.. can't concentrate.. feel like slping.... and i was so damn hungry.... oh well... came hm, stomach ache.. wierd... when i nvr had anything... arh... den practically slacked the whole nite... feel like giving up on bio.. dun wanna take it for o levels but... i haf already taken the practical... haix... bo bian.. juz gotta sit and try hard...

tml got no paper... hehe... den can slp in abit... sigh.. but wed is bio paper... scared.....

SATURDAY

Yay... today is the 1st wkend after the stressing wk of the o levels... hahaz.. this morning... was supposed to go sch and help the band out wit the open hse...was suppose to wear contact lenses.. but den... the nite before, i used a new disinfecting solution and den it contained hydrogen peroxide, a very powerful detergent... den i din wash the lenses carefully.. and when i placed in my eyes, it stang my eyes.. so pain that even after i wash carefully, i could still feel the pain in my eyes... end up, i had to wear my spectacles for the whole dae.. and i was so damn uncomfortable wit it... den joanna msg me.... and asked me if there was chemistry lesson.... i misread her sms and read that there is chemistry lesson... i really chiong outta the hse... and was rushing my way to sch.. my mum even asked if i need to take taxi.. but i declined... coz when i got to sch, there's no lesson...hahaz... we had the open hse... [rather pathetic.. onli a few pple came...] oh well.. wat 2 do... den we packed up...came hm and lazed ard abit... ZZzZZZ and den went to church... played organ for the mass... after that, i went for a bbq... wasted my time going.. shld not haf gone... din eat there, din enjoy myself there... blehx! by the time i reached hm.. was dead exhausted and way after 2 am.. man... these few nitex, i'm not havin enuff slp... o levels le wor.... if not enuff slp, die....

SUNDAY

*yawnx*

went to church [again] this morning.. had to attend coz muz sign the bk so that i can b confirmed... hahaz... Brian Marc Teo... hahaz... this new name got alot of meaning lehx... i'm really meant to have this name... lol... after that, i went hm... had lunch.. and started doing maths... felt slpy 1/2 way while doing...but then, juz ren.... next thing i knew, it was evening... den so tired... rest on the sofa... fell aslp till it was dinner time.. my aunt was here... den after dinner, we were watching SSO on Central.. Playing Mahler's "Titan".. whoa... superb... the horns were like... whoa.... it's damn fascinating.. hahaz... my mum asked me to join the SNYO [Singapore National Youth Orchestra]... hehe.. muz look out for the auditions in the papers as Mr Goh told me... hehe.... n den, throughout the nite, my mind was on wat i saw on tv... can nvr forget the time when i went to watch SSO perform also.. rite under my nose... hehe... fascinating....

SCREWED: DAY 4
Paper: Additional Mathematics 4018/01


Whoa... last nite slept late.. moreover, w/o an afternoon nap..was so damn tired this morning... tot i would fall aslp during 2dae's paper... hahaz.. i also realised that these few days, my fingers are always frozen by the time i reach school... moreover, the air con of the bus is not that cold... smthing wrong wit me?

oh well... it was a maths paper... whoa.. it was lyk kinda ez lor... nvr sat for a much ezier paper b4.... did the paper wit ease.. very smooth sailing... usually i would jerk here n there, pausing to think for a while.. but it was like a breeze... was choosing the either/or question... did the either... den do till came to part (b).. den dunno how to do... skip.. did the or question.... and asking for extra paper is like asking for my life liddat.. onli provide 4 sheets of paper... usually during normal exams we would receive alot... so gneow wan... [hey! we paid for the papers k...] raise my hand for so long oso no paper... i haf requested for papers at least 3 times... and then, at the start of the paper, one of the teachers borrowed my pencil w/o asking me.. n she used it to mark my attendance.. hey.. i needed that pencil seh... oh well.. 1/2 way during the paper, the same teacher placed a graph paper on my table... n i was wondering.. " we need mehx? we oso din ask for that..." oh well.. tt's tt.. she took back the paper not long after she placed it on my table.... lalala.. thinking it's over, so happy.... but.... it's not the end...

after the exams, outta da hall, i asked johan if he wanted to go band rm.. den he asked joanna.. den we went down canteen... grab some food.. went up to study area... den got a grp of pupils asking ms lee questions... wah.. den dey were discussing the questions.. den changhong suddenly asked me if i got used the collinerity solving of problems correctly anot... n... i realised... i did not... i was standing there, so angry wit myself.. i juz shouted "ARGH" so loudly... andrea said to joanna... "the aftermath of an exam..." it's so true, gal.....

went to band rm.. played horn... ooo.. i'm horny... hahaz.. den dey had to move instruments to the lab in preparation for tml's open hse.. arh.. so nice to b juz standing ard doing nth and watching pple move... lol.. my reign is over already... now.. is the new majors to take over.. the old ones.. like me.. take a step back le.. hahaz.. was vacuuming.. den the dust bag is full... could not find a spare.. den tried to clear it in the bin.. but all got stuck.. coz the hole of the bag was so small.. and there was so much filth in the bag.. all that came out was dust.. gross... =X

after that, the com members had their first com meeting.. i shan't elaborate much on that.. juz that i was rather pissed by wat happened... smthing bad happened that affected my mood very much... in the end, went out for lunch...

came hm, rest... watched tv.. n slept... till bout 9... Leandra is out of Sg Idol.. sad.. the battle of the best is on now... arh... sianx.. d nite is rather boring.. n i juz got this smthing stuck in my throat.. i dunno wat it is.. but it's not the first time it's happening... tt time when i sneezed, then smthing white came out... looks like decolourised cooked meat.. but it's not... n on n off stuck in my throat.. now where's a huge sneeze when i need one??

SCREWED: DAY 3
Paper: Elementary Mathematics 4017/01


Sigh... looks like my confident A1 subject is gone down to the dumps... At first i tot the paper damn easy lor... do do do.. so happy doing.. so confident.. finished the paper [leaving bout 5 questions half-done or undone] within less den an hr... tt's so not me... usually i would take quite long and b stumped at questions.. but today was rather a smooth 'journey'... haix.. but in the end, i realised that i haf, in fact, screwed up the paper... coming out of the hall, i was happy.. with that pathetic smile worn on my face.. serene and nicole claimed that they screwed up the paper.. haix.. little did i know that, so did i...

it was when we were walking out of sch and discussing the questions, den i realised that i had a number of questions wrong.. and one very very careless question i did was the kinematics question. it was a distance-time graph... not a speed-time graph... shit! the ans for one of the parts [or both?.. i forgotten] was actually zero... arh... i go calculate till like siao liddat... kns... wonder how many others i haf done badly.. haix

afternoon, heavy rain.. lightning struck my block, got black out... so scary... i literally got a shock... it was so loud that my sis even awoke from her nap.. luckily there wasn't any damage to the appliances... den, while i was practicing a maths, another lightning succeeded by a thunder occurred... and i was writing the letter 'W' and the final stroke of the 'W' went rather long.. hahaz.. oh well... din nap the whole afternoon [ so unlike me.. but muz try to practice for the next few papers.. gort a few in the afternoon... *yawnz* tml a maths paper.. hope it will b tuff but not that tuff!

SCREWED: DAY 2
Paper: English Language 1127/01 & 1127/02

ARh... today is judgement day... [as edwin claims..] hahahz... the paper was not to bad la.. as always, i attempted the argumentative essay.. yay.. eng is over... lol... i was smiling 2 myself when i came out of the hall.. i've been in much better spirits since yesterdae... so much so that i was beginning 2 freak nicole and serene out.. hahaz...

after paper 1, we went down to the canteen to have a quick drink. d moment we got up to the hall, everyone was seated already.. shit... late le.. but luckily the paper haven't start yet... so it wasn't too bad.. juz wasn't calm enuff to read the passage properly.. and darn! my summary was onli written in the first attempt.. i dunno how worst it can b.. the questions are abit tricky... and for once, i din understand lots of questions.. damn... oh well.. paper submitted.. it's over....

came hm, lazed ard, did abit of maths, slept... wake up.. felt so so so moody.. .literally screaming my head of at anyone near me.. sis came hm from camp... so screwed.. no more privacy of studying.. those 2 days were sheer fun when u had the rm all to urself.. n... i hate the fone that i'm using now.. the sony ericson fone... not that i haf a choice but.. the functions are so urgh... i wan a new nokia fone.. [i guess the onli make of fone i would ever get in my life would b nokia] wat d hell.. my dad would sure kp if he finds out that no one would b using the sony ericson fone.. den again, it was he hu wanted the fone.. under the 'influence' of my sis.. .blehx.. could've gotten the fone i wanted... o_0

arh..tml is maths paper.. one of favourite subjects.. for once, i managed to do some work.. n dis 2dae, i did 5 sch's paper 1... [sort of an amazement for me le.. given i could not get started over the past few daes] hahaz.. hope i dun screw it up otherwise, pple ard me, SIAM!

SCREWED: DAY 1
Paper: Social Studies 2190/01

ARH!!!! this morning was too tired to wake up... guess i muz slp early 2nite.. almost could not wake up and was behind schedule.... was taking longer then i shld this morning. wat's happening... things are so screwed since the break of dawn.. but there's more to come. sucky sia... got 2 sch.. so crowded.. no place 2 sit and study.. in the end, stand up and study.. but the thing is, nth gets into my head. so damn sickening de lor.. everyone all can study so hard except me.. wat's wrong wit me?!!!! 5 mins to exams and everyone is being ushered in2 the hall.. that's when the jitters comes in....

upon sitting, we're given the barcode label to paste on2 the ans bklet.... i pasted the barcode label slightly out of the paper and wanted to tear apart and repaste the thing... wrong move! i literally de-faced the whole barcode.. shit! there would b lots of probs wit the damaged barcode.. the studpid manufacturers also dunno how to improve the barcode de mehx? the ink ma chiam lyk powder liddat... all over my fingers.... basket.. first question of source base can't even do... skip.. nvm... second question.. do halfway, give up.... nvm.... do third and fourth question... ok la.. still can manage... source base... die already.. totally forgotten how to write an ss essay..... dunno how 2 start, write the things in btw and how 2 conclude.. so screwed... i'm gonna flunk it.. onli a miracle would get me out of this mess... arh!! i did manage to complete the essays though.. and quickly did my first question during the last 2 mins.. and... after the submission of the ans bklet, jessica asked me if i had completed all the questions. that's when i rmb i did not complete my second question.. SCREWED... n when we were dismissed, i was the first to walk out of the hall.. everyone is in happy mood.. everyone but me.. haix! n u think this is the end of it? no!

being so down, i was in a rather bad mood.. den was practically venting my anger on serene... hahz.. asked her if she wanted 2 go lunch wit me.. ya.. she agreed.. and damn.. my fone got screwed.. it could b switched on but stuck when they sae set ur time.. damn... so freakin pissed... arh.... went to haf mac's b'fast wit her.. supposed 2 go 2 mos and eat but dey haven't open yet.. n i practically was nagging my way bout everything n anything. serene bth... said she felt like smacking me... hahaz.... this was one of her "speech"....

"aiyoh... i really can't stand u lehx.. u so bitchy 2dae... if i dunno u hor, u early kana killed by me.. wait...i'll already b dead coz u'd bite my head off...."

hey.. was i that fearsome?? aniway, thanks gal for being there to 'ren' my frustrations...came hm and ZZzzzZZZ.. was supposed 2 practice on eng... oh wat the hell... could not even do anything... i took my eng file and started to read thru all the past wk and notes and wat ever i had... and... i was supposed 2 do the eng assessment... in preparation for tml...but bloody hell.. could not start... did 2 questions and gave it up.. ARH! so damn distracted wit SSO.. haha... juz now on channel 5, trendspotting wit V. Lo featured SSO.. 4 violinsts, 1 hornists and a harpist.. n i'm so distracted wit that after the show.. my mind is elsewhere.. on alot of things.. i haf a feeling i'm gonna retain...

if i'm feeling stressed due to overwork, i can stop studying.. but the thing is that i'm feelings stressed coz i can't study.. nth gets in... i felt like tearing up the ss paper 2dae... dun wanna take anymore papers... hell... if i bhave liddat 2dae for a humans paper[one of my worst subject]... wat happens if i screw up my sciences and maths paper?? i'm gonna swallow the heads of everyone ard me.....

arh... sian...last nite slpt late... arh... making use of pple's wireless... hahaz.. den dis morning so sianx.. suppose 2 wake up early and study my ss for tml... BUT... could wake up but din study... den went to sch.. supposed 2 speak to johan regarding certain matters as well as help claudia wit da band.. but.. hahaz.. ended up speaking 2 my bitchy fren, serene.. hahaz.. we really crapped alot.. gonna b missing the bitching ard when we graduate... wait.. we're already graduated.. oh well.. wateva.. in d end, gotta cut short our chit chat session coz of some complications... can't find the band rm key.. so blehx... hunted for the teachers, the key... ar.. in d end, did drills and conducted a feedback session... by which d key was already obtained...in the end, had 2 do some conducting.... was supposed 2 b studying!!! arh. .i did study in the end..but nth got in... somehow, humanities and language is not my cuppa tea.... i'm more 2 maths and science.... arh.. gonna fail my ss paper tml...

*shit.... my fone's getting screwed... givin me lots of probs now....

arh!!! my o level is next wk.. nth seem 2 b getting in.. i can't absorb any text that i read... help... tml is my S.S paper n i'm slacking majorly.. muahahz.. anyway, it's kinda late now.. can't really blog now.. moreover, my com has broken... currently using my dad's laptop and tapping into someone's wireless connection.. hahaz.. evil me.. if there's anything, plz call me via my hp... thanks.... oh... i've got a confirmation name.. muahahz.. it's brian marc teo... hehe...