muahahaz.. .last nite i had an awesome dream... nvr dreamt of such an enjoyable thing in my life... if onli dreams could bcome reality.... that, life would be much worth living....

this morning dunno how come siao siao cannot slp lehx.. woke up ard 5 plus n din felt sleepy.. den sarah keep kicking me(from the bottom of my bed) sae time 2 wake up.. i was lyk so blur.. coz my alarm clock haven't ring...but den, can't get back 2 slp.. so i went 2 check my watch.. 5.14.. still got another hr more... surprisingly, when i went back 2 bed, i slept rite thru and felt so so so tired when i awoke an hr later...

blehx.. as usual, sch was boring~ ... had a maths but we did another sch's paper..boring... den had eng.. sianx... after recess got grad dae rehearsal.... stayed and had a dry run... receive cert, blahx blahx blahx..den muz dance seh.... kns....but i gotta date...hehe... asked her after the rehearsal.... lol..

when i was walking up the stairs 2 my hse, guess wat i saw.... a box of condom by the drain at the steps.. haf a couple been hanky-pankying by the stairs last nite? tsk tsk.. later little kids c le dunno bring hm the box how? hahaz....

juz got off da fone wit ser... it's been ages since we chatted on da fone.. though we see each other everydae in sch.. lol... really crapped around... luffing my guts out... muahhahaz....

yes!! jerry that sucker is out from sg idol~~~~ good riddance!

arh...2 dae was a so- so dae.. at least there wuz more joy den yesterdae.. lol.. got practical exam briefing.. practical exam next wk wor.. so nervous for the chem pract... hope i'll b able 2 score well.... den got some phy quiz on mcq.. not scoring well.. my phy getting from bad 2 worst.. i feel lyk giving everything up.. dun feel lyk taking o levels.. arh!!! help....

after recess got chem.. on the way up 2 class, saw mrs ooi.. alamak.. she ask me go help her take things go 2 class.. while walking wit her 2 the HOD rm, she spoke 2 me..

"i noticed u hang ard wit gals arh..."

"ya.. i juz click(clique??) well wit gals.. dunno y oso.."

"yea... i noe that.. i can vouch for u.."

o_0... did i ask her 2 vouch for me? no.. everyone can see that for their eyes la.. i still can rmb that time she questioned me in class suddenly during the end of the lesson..

"brian.. where's your boyfriend??"

i was stunned.. i juz froze... total shock.. andrea, grace , asha oso shock.. hahz..

"WAT?! wat bf?? "

"ya.. ur bf.. i always c u having so many gfs.. but where's ur bf..?"

"chey" i went... -_-!!!!!

hahaz... she very lame de.. always lyk 2 make fun of serene n her black nails.. hahaz.. serene very pissed off wit her... hehe.... blehx.. after chem was suppose 2 go bpp... but den karen n yh kana held baq by ms poh.. vina, me n jess wanted till so long.. den decided 2 leave..

went hm.. hey hey.. iron chef on tv.. but d music dey played was backdraft.. shiok sia... den i got 3 letters... nvr b4 sia... 2 from SSO, one from NP.. ZzzZZZzz my way thru d afternoon den wake up 2 go organ class... liewx.. the teacher down there sms.. pay her 2 sms mehx? no way... kns... waste my time... start late, end early... always de lehx... haix....

watch sg idol when i was baq... everyone was sooooooo off.... jerry sux.. chris getting from bad 2 worst.. both jerry n chris are nth but a pretty face.. cute.. but singing.. blehx..! olinda rox... she was lyk da best out there.. hehe... her singing was fabulous... it's heavy n mighty.. her voice is powerful... not weak de.. u go girl....

arh... sianx again... 2dae is such a boring dae.. alot of pple pon.. more n more will pon.. arh.. den no need attend lessons ler...

e maths do twss paper 1.. sian 1/2... geog do nth... eng do comphre... lagi sian.. onli chem was fun 2dae.. tml we'll b doing qa.. hehe.. fun...

i guess i'm gg mad le... i start thinking of all da funny times tt i had wit my frenz, n i juz end up smiling 2 myself.. tt time it happened in the bus on my way 2 sch... when i alighted from the bus, i could feel pple staring... so malu... hahaz.. gg mad le.. i'm smiling 2 myself.. if u c me smiling 2 myself, plz tok 2 me.. otherwise, i'll b so malu... hehe...

arh... the com's screwd... can't use the IE to blog.. muz use irc de 2 blog.. *sigh*.. when will it end?

todae sian sian de.. got bio... blehx.. followed by phy.. nth interesting happened... it's a boring dae.. eng do summary... haix... boring~

after that got some motivational tok... ok la.. still survivin.. the guy use me as an example... i'm da chee cheong fan man.... i was lyk.. -_-""

hehe.. supposed 2 go for nite study de... but was zzzZZzzzZZZZzzzZz.. den XR msg me sae she dun wanna go le.. so ok lor.. dun go.. rather tired oso.. slept from 4-7.. 2nite no need slp le..

"If u fail 2 plan, u plan 2 fail" <-- makes sense huh....

Arh.. monday le wor.. weekends so fast fly... baq 2 sch... sianx... a few more wks den practical exams... scarded.... hehe

ah.. 2dae rain.. shiok 2 slp lehx.. but sigh.. muz wake up go sch... den was lyk "wanna wake my dad or not... " den hesitate.. in d end, sua.. let him enjoy the comfort of slping in an air-conditioned rm when it raining (he dun get the chance usually).. hehe.. go sch.. no one go class.. everywan lazee 2 climb up so waited for mrs norman 2 open the shaw T.. liewx.. she dress till so casual seh... hehe.. after e maths gort chem..

after chem.. i actually leaked out smthing.. er hehe.. i was so so murdered by serence.. she was damn blardy pissed... oh well.. haix.. but in the end, we were luffing our heads off during ss... hahz... damn funny.. all da crapx we were saying.. luff till my throat and ribs hurt.. hehe... arh... after sch, dionne gg cck.. hahaz. she in a hurry 2 go.. oh well.. rushed out of the avt 2 catch the bus...

liewx..2dae got fight at bpp... hahaz.. the teens juz action action... den the cckss gals machiam lyk so happy over such thing.. "i call police arh... "wit her giggly grp of girlfriends.. so irritating.. so bimbo... "ya.. quick call...wait 2 late le... " "i call le.. " 0_o *pengz*

hahz.. 2dae at least i managed 2 do some work... =P... slacking 2nite... enuff is enuff... hehe...


Ah... tml is the first anniversary of the exchange programme.. juz this time last yr, i'm all ready getting prepared for my trip wit my frenz are mugging for their last 3 final papers... Lol.... i'm missing the trip lotx... *sigh*

hey!!! this is amazing.. finally i can blog w/o using my irc scriptx.. it's ok!! yay.. finally.. hehe.. arh.. weekend basically haf been rather boring....

Saturday:

Woke up rather late.. den had 2 go 2 tampines.. supposed to meet my cuzzy charmaine.. but that pig slp n den dun wanna ans calls.. so we went to her hse w/o her knowing.. arh.. but got there, she woke up.. tot she would get shocked or wat.. but that girl arh.. slpy slpy de.. gong gong.. arh.. den slack down there... den went for bbq.. kinda sian lar.. walked ard, tok tok tok.. hear ghost story.. freaky sia.. got bout OCH den got bout Korea and their lifts.. hahaz..den after me and my sis sent shereen[another cuz] 2 her hse, we practically ran out of the lift... xin li zhuo yong.. hehe.... we were scareded....got back, bathe den slept.. by that time ard 3 in da morning le...

Sunday:

arh.. slacking dae again.. went church from morning till bout 1..came hm, slacked alot.. did one sch's chem paper.. den slept.... woke up, had dinner and slack again... arh.. can't study.. help.. o levels coming ler wor... but juz can't get moving.. *sigh*

Haix.. Prelims are over.... The results stink...
English : C5
Humanities : C5
E. Maths : A1
A. Maths : B4
Physics : B3
Chemistry : B4
Biology : B4
MT : C6 [O level de]

L1R5: 22 points
L1R4: 17 points

look.. horrid results.. i'm going nowhere... the grades sux horribly blehx... help.. still can't get started on my revision..everyone all chiong already... n i'm still enjoying as the days go by... something wrong wit me.. ya?

lessons now haf been shortened to onli 3 subjects per day but longer periods.. k la.. not 2 bad..at least can come home early n ZzzzZZzz.... but lots of talks.. motivational and inspirational talks as they called it.. not sure if it'll help though.. hope it does...

now got nite studies.. been for the maths and science wan.. kinda noisy.. n somehow, i end up chatting more than wat i do... haix.. i'm a gonner... can't make it ler.. but den again, 2nite was rather satisfied wit alot of things.. hehe....

had my confirmation interview juz now.. so nervous.. hahaz.. but Bro. E was full of jokes.. hahz..he's damn funny... able 2 make tensed situations relaxed...hehe.. i'm gonna get confirmed!!! yay....

bloody hell.. dunno wat's wrong wit my life.. it's screwed.. my mood is screwed, my feelings are screwed, the com is screwed, everything is screwed..grrr.. so damn bloody pissed!!! arh....! hate it!!!! venting my anger here... so.................... bear wit it!! peace pissed off!