ah.... finally i can do some updating... using my irc browser... haix... now gort prelims.. so screwed up.... my com is screwed.. the web pages take ages 2 load..... i can't chat 2 pple till they chat wit me... everything is screwed... blehx!!!! i wanna new com.... feeling so frustrated now... grrr!!!!

haix.. 2dae haix.. it's a very sickening day.. dunno whether i'm thinking 2 much or things are happening.... i really hate my life... it's so sucky.... i really hated wat happened 2dae.. regret regret.... y m i the one always being played out?!

2dae got some bio course on DNA.. sian 1/2.. not that we nvr do b4 or wat.. hahaz.. somemore free lehx.. but din noe we had a huge price 2 pay for it being free... the price is: being taught by Mrs Lim.... da president slacker... she ma chiam lyk so inexperienced.... the things we did 2dae was wat we did last time.. oh well.. jux attend n listen.. ended up crapping wit pple ard me.. hahz.. went for a break... had 2 wait for the buffer to run first.. so blehx.. came back hor, we jux sat there n chat chat chat... mrs lim nvr call us go c.. so we tot nth wrong.. when we realised that she jux wanna shut her mouth up, dun call us go, we quickly walked 2 where she is.. me n nicole were rolling our eyes... hahz... den had 2 remove stain.. den lyk wanna c the bands but could not.. think the experiment kinda failed... hahaz.. sae tml can go c the results... dunno will haf anot.. den she dismiss us forgetting the quiz.. or did she purposely 4gotten?

haix..after lunch wit jess, yh n karen, went hm 2 slp.. it felt gd.. when u slp, everything juz leaves ur body... ur worries, ur probs... how nice if one could slp 4eva w/o waking up? wouldn't that b the most senseful thing 2 do?

depressing dae... sobx...

wahahaz.. 2dae so slpy.. could not wake up.. tot i would b going 2 sch on my own... but slept till so late.. in the end, lucky my dad woke up jux in time.. den can send me 2 sch.. wasn't late...

gort phy lessons...sudden mock test for paper 1.. blehx.. my score so sucky... 24/40.... 9 careless mistakes... i wonder y mr lee is shocked when i make mistakes? hello..~ i'm not a perfect student.. haix.. saddened lar... could haf done betta.. my mind is jux 2 preoccupied.. wit duno wat oso..

after lessons, went 2 band rm help mel take clar.. on the way, ms lee sae a maths tml cancel.. yay... early dae off after bio.. after i took the clar, gotta go ta jurong.. went ta change my mp3.. took 178 there.. i saw karen.. or at least someoen that looks lyk her.. damn chio seh... haix.. but she always lyk ignore me lehx.. pri sch fren so dao de mehx? i oso keep seeing her now n den.. but not once she lyk acknowledge lehx.. mayb i did smthing wrong.. but it's lyk yrs ago... haix.. or mayb i'm jux thinking 2 much.. or izzit i change so much that she dun recognize me.. or izzit...

at creative, they changed for me a new mp3.. hahaz.. dey betta do.. another column of lcd pixels missing lehx... liewx... oh well.. went hm, came online n slacked..reloaded my songs again.. den went cck 2 get my bus pass.. got this stupid guy.. suddenly jux stand next 2 me.. den he got nose stud.. so shiny.. when i saw, remind me of serene.. hahaz.. hey.. tt guy damn ugly lor.. the nose stud is an eyesore.. lolx...

came hm.. do maths.. finished up.. den chatted wit serene on da fone... supposed 2 inform her bout smthing..ended up crapping.. hahaz..den passed mel her clar.. crapped oso... wah.. all these time wasters..betta den studying though.. hehe..

tml got bio course on DNA.. sian 1/2... haix..so fast n it's a yr since my pre-nco camp... 2dae samuel went.. so jealous.. this yr is the 30th yr.. got special stuffs... haix..sad... i wanna go back 2 nco camp....

Weekends are here.. Holidays are here.. heh...

Yesterdae went back for chem pract... last one.. haix.. slightly more diff den the rest... did QA first.. den VA... followed by flame test.. hahz.. interesting wor de flame test... nvr done b4.. hehe.. haix.. paper still got wet.. blehx...

after that, went hm, bathe, change n go out again.. go CREATIVE wit my sis n mom... went ta get MP3 player.. wahhaaz.. was meddling wit it till bout 3 in da morning.. hahz... budden 2dae i realised that one whole column of pixels are missing.. got some slight defect.. tml hafta go down wor.. hope they change new one......

nite time go uncle rennie n unty rose's housewarming... the house was indeed warm.. was very hot inside.. so sian.. gort nth 2 do there... ard 9+ went downstairs their hse watch tv... watch till i fell aslp.. hahz.. slp till bout 10+.. hehe.. den went hm after tt.. nite time couldn't slp..

dis mornign woke up bout 10.30.. started uploading all the songs i wan on2 com so tt i can load 2 mp3.. hehehe.. practically spent the whole dae doing it.. come afternoon, gotta go out.. hehe.. went town.. discuss matters n went hm again.. oh well.. hope things will b betta..

n here i m.. blogging.. tml gort sch.. sianz... some holiday.. oh well...

counting down 2 o's... 2 more mths.. haix...

2dae got english prelims... n it's a damn damn suay morning... left the hse at bout 6.50.. got 2 the bus stop n missed the bus.. waited 20 mins for the next wan... kns.. den so crowded.. hahz.. den come bt panjang, muz change bus... liewz! massive jam sia.. all the way 2 woodlands road... den was on the bus.... finally.. but it was inching all the way 2 sch.. blehx.. reach sch bout 7.45.. so many pple late.. joseph tan make us sing national anthem.. .stupid him.. hahz.. after 4 yrs of schling, first time late..wahahaz.. den rushed 2 the other end of the compound,4 prelims but there wasn't anyone in class.. all in avt.. den run back 2 the other end of the compound. so tired early in the morning... got some talk by the scholars... blehx.. den went back 2 class for prelims.. liewx.. totally ran out of ideas for writing... so sucky.. din noe wat 2 do.. haix.. in the end, was so slpy.. whole class down there write, i slept.. mrs lim came in2 class, i dun even noe.. now i really regret sia.. bound 2 fail my paper.. concentration not there.. how?! paper 2 oso.. so diff de passage... dun even noe wat 2 write.. bound 2 fail my el prelims lar.. can't go 4 PAE ler... haix....

den ms lee sae gort lesson.. everyone tot dun haf ler.. haix.. sad.. stayed till 4 plus for R.V.. hehe.. still kinda lost in that topic.. hahaz.. muz wait for a while 2 settle.. the info is lyk dust.. always muz wait a while 2 settle.. .hehe.. came back n slept lyk a pig.. from 5-8... so long dun haf such long nap ler... hahz... tml got chem pract...yay.. last wan.. hope my paper wan get wet again.. lolx...

Sigh.. tml is eng prelims.. but not studying.. dunno how 2 study for eng.. haix. .help...

2dae hor.. damn boring sia.. reading period, mr chiu nvr come in. a maths, ms kit lee oso nvr come in. during geog ms cat lee came in.. but sian 1/2.. ended up crapping ard... sigh.. den gort bio lab.. stupid mrs lim.. we outside waiting for her, she chit chatting wit the lab technician.. wat is this?! suddenly during pract, got gastric... damn pain sia... cannot oso force myself 2 finish the practical.. den quickly go back class.. go class... wah.. so quiet... damn pain.. hahz..certain event happened.. n really muz thank changhong alot.. otherwise, hu knows where my head would b... thank u changhong!! sigh... after recess gort surprise e maths test.. blehx.. den got chemistry... hahaz... mrs ooi keep suaning karen... karen buay tahan.. hahz... den mrs ooi gif us copy the schedule for prelims practical exam.. *hai* after chem, chiu came in.. kns... he actually 4gotten that tml is our eng prelims paper!! can u imagine?! wat kinda teacher sia... den dun even noe the class is being used as the examination rm.. liewx.. dunno wat he doing man.. slack till liddat... grr... den whole class late for phy pract.. mr lee not so happy... always wan lar.. initial stage.. after he cool down den ok ..hahaz.. oh well.. asked him smthing.. hahaz... ser n nicole was dere.. hahaz... dey knew wat's gg on.. hehe..

after tt, went hm n ZZzzzZZzzzZZz.. gort organ class in the evening.. almost cannot wake up.. dragged myself go for lessons.. den haven't start already, ask me cut nails.. it's not that long wat.. she sae long.. den i play for her, she down there sms, pig out on food... hey.. no food n drinks in the rm lehx... moreover, i din had dinner... yet.. felt hungry watching her eat.. hahaz.. sianz la.. really no mood 2 play 2dae.. izzit coz tml got prelims?! hahaz..came hm, had dinner, watched Sg idol... n did the report for sch mag...i was kinda lor sor.. oh well..

tml eng prelims ler.. die.. die.. die....

hahz.. yesterdae could not update my blog. mum needed 2 use da com.. oh well

yesterdae got teachers' dae.. wahahz.. last performance performing as a member of the band... *saddened* haix.. yay.,.. yesterdae i enjoyed the skit.. new teachers were dressed up 2 look lyk assumptionitex... at first i look till blur blur.. den when i realised it was teachers actually, i was so shocked.. the women teachers were small size.. so when they wear sch u, dun look lyk chers at all. hahaz.. ms chong act till damn lian wor... tiok shocked! after that, clement treat me go c movie..watched face... freaky.. was so scared in the cinema.. stupid johan n rasyiqa kept luffing their heads off.. pple scream, they luff.. wierd pple.. hahaz... went hm n ZZzzZZzzzZZz

haix... 2dae managed 2 read smthing at least... Ss... hahz.. read ler.. now 4get..sickening hor... haix.. went 2 play organ for a funeral mass.. i screwed things up... haix.. .pple wan leave this world oso cannot leave in peace.. hahaz.. but not bad.. actually got a small token for it.. went 2 watched a piano being tuned... in the beginning, interesting lar.. but 2wds the end, sianx 1/2. oh well.. now come hm.. got tution at 9.. tt's y i blogging now.. later mum needa use com. so can't use later... coming up wit a headache.. hope i dun fall sick.. eng prelim on fri.. ARH!!!!!!